To Come Undone

I am done living in gray.

I want to be me. Exposed. Raw. Unapologetic. Confident. Selfish. Happy.

I want to live in bold and vibrant COLOR…I want to be me.

Written by me, for me.

XO

“If you don’t like me, someone else will. If you’re not missing me, someone else will. If you don’t love me, someone else will.” – Anonymous

I’m going through old pics, organizing for the move. I love looking at their baby pics and my heart is heavy because there is a baby missing…I hate to say hate but its the closest emotion to how i feel towards my mom for forcing an abortion on me. FORCING. Against my will. Could she not have reconsidered when I became hysterical?

I can openly acknowledge these feelings now and for that I am thankful. Healing.

2 mile hike. Put all my stress into climbing stone mountain. Feeling much better than yesterday. Cleared my mind.